Another Less-Than-Great Weekend

Well, this past weekend was pretty crappy. First, I finally decided that indeed I'm not going to be attending my graduation ceremony. I'm finding it very difficult to find anything about my impending graduation worth celebrating. The thought of any one of my Deans speaking about our "bright" futures and prosperity makes me angry beyond words. And I certainly know none of them will talk about the bleakness that faces most of us.
Second, I saw an article about Northwestern University helping to defer the student loans of its graduates until they're able to obtain employment. I forwarded the article to my school's admin to see if Loyola would be doing anything similar to assist the soon-to-be graduates. I'm doubting I'll get a reply.
And then, of course, I received a flood of rejections.

The rejectors?

Updike Kelly & Spellacy (Hartford, CT)
Cabaniss Johnston (Birmingham, AL)
Graves Dougherty Hearon & Moody (Austin, TX)
Paul Hastings (Palo Alto, CA)
Paul Hastings (Washington, DC)
Gordon Silver (Las Vegas, NV)
DLA Piper (Baltimore, MD)
Faegre & Benson (Des Moines, IA)
Reed Smith (Chicago, IL)
Goodwin Procter (Boston, MA)
Dechert (Princeton, NJ)
Foley Hoag (Boston, MA)
Sirote & Permutt (Birmingham, AL)
Ballard Spahr (Baltimore, MD)
McKenna Long & Aldridge (Atlanta, GA)
Fennemore Craig (Phoenix, AZ)
Greensfelder Hemker & Gale (St. Louis, MO)
Bryan Cave (St. Louis, MO)
Stinson Morrison Hecker (St. Louis, MO)
Belin Lamson McCormick Zumbach Flynn (Des Moines, IA)
Holland & Knight (Chicago, IL)
Downs Rachlin Martin (Burlington, VT)
Vorys (Columbus, OH)
Lewis and Roca (Phoenix, AZ)
McGuireWoods (Richmond, VA)
Morris Manning & Martin (Atlanta, GA)
Shook Hardy & Bacon (Kansas City, MO)
Jackson Walker (Dallas, TX)
Swift Currie McGhee & Hiers (Atlanta, GA)
Wilmer Cutler Pickering Hale and Dorr (Boston, MA)
Roetzel & Andress (Akron, OH)

Open Mouth, Insert Foot

Of course, I was completely wrong about my "impending offer". The reality is, there "might" be a job for me in Philadelphia, AFTER I take the bar, etc.
So, what do I do? Register for the PA bar and study for that (on my own, mind you) with the "hope" that a job will be waiting for me? Add to all of this that it'll require selling my condo in Chicago, moving to Philly, and my fiance moving as well.
OR, do I just take the IL, with zero prospects, and hope something comes along after the bar, when I'm then competing with the hundreds of recently laid-off attorneys?

Both options suck. And sadly the clock on decision-making is almost at zero.

Yesterday's rejectors?

DLA Piper (Chicago, IL)
Perkins Coie (Chicago, IL)
Morgan Lewis & Bockius (Chicago, IL)
Bodman (Detroit, MI)
Frost Brown Todd (Cincinnati, OH)
Hill Ward Henderson (Tampa, FL)
Mills Meyers Swartling (Seattle, WA)
Holland & Knight (Boston, MA)
Bryan Cave (Phoenix, AZ)
Dickinson Wright (Detroit, MI)
Gordon Feinblatt (Baltimore, MD)
Ice Miller (Indianapolis, IN)
Sidley Austin (Chicago, IL)
Squire Sanders & Dempsey (Phoenix, AZ)

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

It looks like I'm about to get an offer!!!! From the firm I interviewed with in Philadelphia back in December! I am SO ready to put this associate position search behind me. It's been 9 months of non-stop resume sending, interviews, and constant rejection. Once I get this offer letter in my hands, my heart will finally be able to slow down a bit.

Yesterday's rejectors?

Sherrard & Roe (Nashville, TN)
Pepper Hamilton (Detroit, MI)
Osborn Maledon (Phoenix, AZ)
King & Spalding (Atlanta, GA)
McDonald Carano Wilson (Las Vegas, NV)
Jones Day (Atlanta, GA)
Baker & Daniels (Indianapolis, IN)
Holland & Knight (Tampa, FL)
Holland & Knight (Atlanta, GA)
Bracewell & Giuliani (San Antonio, TX)
Bracewell & Giuliani (Washington, DC)
Steptoe & Johnson (Phoenix, AZ)
Finnegan Henderson Farabow Garrett & Dunner (Atlanta, GA)

Depressing Weekend

April, so far, hasn't brought a spring-like feeling to me. I was really hoping for miracles and new feelings of hope. Instead, I'm filled with fear and anger. Five years ago when I made the decision it was time for me to go to law school, what's happening to me now was never in my mind. Had it been at all, I know I wouldn't have taken the LSAT and applied. Now, I'm stuck. Facing enormous loan debt and a degree that's increasingly seeming worthless.

This weekend's rejectors?

McKenna Long & Adlridge (Los Angeles, CA)
Gallagher & Kennedy (Phoenix, AZ)
Carlton Fields (Tampa, FL)
Jones Day (Cleveland, OH)
Bays Deaver Lung Rose Holma (Honolulu, HI)
Foulston Siefkin (Wichita, KS)
Bryan Cave (Kansas City, MO)
Adams and Reese (New Orleans, LA)
Davis Wright Tremaine (Seattle, WA)
Baker Donelson (Brimingham, AL)
Fulbright & Jaworski (Houston, TX)
Troutman Sanders (Atlanta, GA)
Cadwalader Wickersham & Taft (New York, NY)
Brooks Pierce McLendon Humphrey & Leonard (Raleigh, NC)
Jones Day (San Francisco, CA)
Schwartz Junell Greenberg & Oathout (Houston, TX)
Taft, Stettinius & Hollister (Indianapolis, IN)

Praying for Just ONE Good Week

Another week has gone by without any good/promising job news. Lots of layoffs though! :-(

Yesterday's rejectors?

Polsinelli Shughart (Phoenix, AZ)
Briggs & Morgan (Minneapolis, MN)
Gibbs & Bruns (Houston, TX)
Pillsbury Winthrop Shaw Pittman (Washington, DC)
Brouse McDowell (Cleveland, OH)
Robins Kaplan Miller & Ciresi (Atlanta, GA)
Lowndes Drosdick Doster Kantor & Reed (Orlando, FL)
Holland & Knight (Orlando, FL)
Perkins Coie (Boise, ID)
King & Spalding (Houston, TX)

Alternatives?

I've been spending a lot of the time the past couple days trying to think of ways to find a job. Do I invest a bunch of money and place a big ad in the newspaper, essentially tell the world anyone can have me? Do I make a sign and stand outside the Metra station with a stack of resumes? Do I just give up?

I've spent well longer than a full year now networking like crazy, hitting up any and all legal contacts I have, sending out cold emails with my resume to everyone else. Nothing is working.

I'm also really thinking now of things outside the legal field. Can I mail back my JD to Loyola and ask for a refund? Does the JD come with a warranty? because my is looking defective.

Yesterday's rejectors?

McGuireWoods (Richmond, VA)
Davis Kuelthau (Milwaukee, WI)
Warden Grier (Kansas City, MO)
Lewis Rice & Fingersh (Kansas City, MO)
Polsinelli Shugart (Kansas City, MO)
DLA Piper (Seattle, WA)
Blakely Sokoloff Taylor & Zafman (Seattle, WA)
Lane Powell (Seattle, WA)

Last Month

It's not officially the last month I have in law school. I'm praying that April is THE month that things finally turn around for me in my search for a position after graduation. I'm really hoping...